Insanity Laughs 05

I have been reading 'The Lover's Dictionary' by David Levithan, so yesterday I suggested to her that everyday, we will take turns on giving a word, then we will define it by using our life examples, or  if necessary, made up examples. We start today and I took the courtesy to go first on giving a word.

WARNING

My entry: "don't hurt me." I know very well that I said that, but it sounds different. Like a part of me that I don't know. "don't hurt me." Her voice is not pleading. And she's not saying that to people who could hurt me. She's saying it to me. The first thing I sensed is fear. Fear of myself.

Her entry: Every morning and night.

At first I didn't get it. Or maybe I pretend not to get it because I'm hoping I'm wrong. When I finally accepted what she meant, my fear of myself was trashed by my fear of losing her.